It's been a while since I've written in here. So much as happened that it feels like a whirlwind of emotions are running through me. My cousin Sarah just passed away in a car accident last Friday.. four days ago. I've been having trouble sleeping. Last night I stayed up and cried and finally fell asleep an hour before I was supposed to get up for work. Then Kristine (my department manager) told me her sister knew Sarah and I'm finding out that she was thrown out of the truck window and the truck fell on top of her... man, that image is stuck in my head now. Also, Kristine's sister is telling me the wake is Friday and funeral is Saturday, but Angie (my cousin) is telling me that she doesn't really know.. why would she lie?