Still at Longer and Ben Stuart is talking about anxiety. I never realized how stressed I always am. I feel like I'm constantly being pushed to a breaking point. A point where I start to feel unloved, unwanted, and suicidal. I want to break this pattern.

I met a guy named Lucas C, he introduced me to his group of friends and we all sat together for lunch. I don't know if this is a prayer answered of a lesion learned. Either way, God is really speaking to me during this conference.

I wish I had a close Christian brother. I wish I had Christian friends. I'm tired of being alone.