I'm starting to see holes in Tanner and red flags. He told me that he'd get into the Bible with me and told me he'd go to a clinic with me for something that's really important, and when he had a chance to do it (either of them), he invited people over to his place rather than being there for me. I feel like his top priority is always Amanda and after that is this circle of friends and after that is me (if I'm even placed there). This moment reinforces that thought.. I feel bad for saying all this because Tanner has done so much for me, but now he is showing signs that he is getting tired of me and before I know it, he is going to walk out on me.