So I'm back in Kansas City, at IHOP. It's so amazing here. I just grabbed "coffee" with C. Carson and we chatted for a couple hours. Can't wait to chill with you in the prayer room. I'm trying to get close to you again. I'm struggling so much mentally and in sin. I need you so bad and please help me stop with all this sin. I love you and I trust. I wanna be with you and tell people about you. I want people to see you in me. I wont give up 'cause you care!