Hey God! I just want to lift up Ali's dad to you right now. I just found out he has cancer in his blood and now it has reached his brain. I pray that you perform a miracle and cure him and we can all rejoice and praise in your great name. Also, if you do choose to take him, please fold your arms around Ali and her family, they are going to need your help. Thanks!

Lord, help me reconnect with you. Help me be on fire for you again. Last night I drank, but I didn't let myself get drunk. Also, help me make the right decision into bringing Nikki (Katie R's friend) to church. I don't want her going just for guys, I want her to want to go for YOU Lord, and only you! I love you!

Also Lord, I'm struggling right now. I'm so stressed and my attitude is negative. I'm having thoughts of suicide. I just wish everything would just go away. I pray that you take these weights off my shoulders Lord. Please!

Hey Lord! I watched Cutthroat (Realworld/Roadrules Challenge) on MTV and saw this dude named Dan Walsh on there, he is a recovering alcoholic and I was really inspired on how he could be in a house with so many people drinking and still stay sober, I sent him a message on Facebook yesterday and he replied back today. Kinda cool how he took the time to do that when he doesn't even know who I am!

You're awesome Lord!

Sorry it's been a while since I've written in this. A lot has happened lately. Brittany H, from work, came to church with me last Wednesday. Something clicked with her and hopefully she starts reading the bible she got!

Holy cow Lord! So much to say.. I guess I'm going to start with saying thank you for putting Bryan W. in my life. I really let him in today and told him about my thought of suicide last night. I didn't expect for what he said next. He was hurt, he told me it would mess him up. He told me he looked up to me and that I've been helping him. He told me that I've been holding him accountable for some things. I can tell he trusts me.. that means so much! He also opened up (which is why I opened up) and told me he had sex today. He felt bad about it. I'm glad he can put trust in me and tell me something so personal to him. Lord, I pray that you be with him and that you help him conquer his addiction in drinking  and his lustful temptations with girls and sex. I also pray that I can continue being a light for him.. It is in your awesome name I pray!