Wow! It's so encouraging being around all these Christians that are my age. I'm growing in you so much.

Lord, I ask that you lift up each and every heart in this room and you fold your loving arms around us.

I love you Lord!

I'm at Deviate right now. So far, so good. Lord, please help me open up to people and help me not get scared. Worship is up next... Cya!

Lord, it was a good time spending time with you. I feel that at the end of this that you will strip me down and heal me of everything that's going on in my life. Tomorrow at 10am is more worship for you... See ya then!!

Hey Lord! It's me! I just wanna thank you for a couple things. One, thanks for Jacob not turning his back on me. Turns out he just deleted his Facebook. Two, thanks for Bryan W. He is extremely patient with me and is here to talk to me and doesn't judge me. Three, thanks for this church (Matthias Lot). I'm growing so much through it, both as a person and in Christ. This weekend I'm going to a little weekend conference called Deviate, through Matthias, and I can't wait to make more Christian friends and, more importantly, grow more in Christ. Thanks for the pastor, Marc Sikma, I'm going for free! I have a sneaky feeling there might be some tears there though. Cool thing is, I'm rooming with Bryan W, so at least I'll know someone! Thanks Lord!

I'm coming to you right now Lord. I'm hurt... I'm lost... I don't want to be alive anymore. God, I just wish you would take me. I can't keep having people I look up to leave. Jacob J. blocked me on Facebook, for reasons unknown. What a huge blow that is Lord! Why the heck do people keep leaving?? Am I just that messed up that no one wants to be around me? And why, each time, it hurts this much? I'm close to ending it all right now... do you wanna stop me? Lord, he was the one Christina I had left to talk to... everyone else has peaced out. I'm ready to also! There is no point of me being here if I feel this alone all the time. I'm at work right now, almost in tears.. Kristine doesn't even wanna talk to me! WHAT DO I DO LORD!? I can't go on anymore. I'm trying, but I can't.