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I used to keep a journal a couple years back and just came across it and thought it would be cool to start it back up.. this will be the place I keep all my journal entries, if you would like to check out my personal blog, it is http://hearme2008.blogspot.com/

Saturday, October 16, 2010

LOL! You would play a Heart song (What About Love) to calm my nerves! I definitely needed that, thanks! I'm still stressed, still feel like crap, but it's getting better.
Holy cow! I'm so overwhelmed at work. There are so many things going on right now and I know nothing about lumber and that's where I am for right now. I'm so stressed, please take it all away from me!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Hey God! I just want to lift up Ali's dad to you right now. I just found out he has cancer in his blood and now it has reached his brain. I pray that you perform a miracle and cure him and we can all rejoice and praise in your great name. Also, if you do choose to take him, please fold your arms around Ali and her family, they are going to need your help. Thanks!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Lord, help me reconnect with you. Help me be on fire for you again. Last night I drank, but I didn't let myself get drunk. Also, help me make the right decision into bringing Nikki (Katie R's friend) to church. I don't want her going just for guys, I want her to want to go for YOU Lord, and only you! I love you!

Monday, October 11, 2010

Also Lord, I'm struggling right now. I'm so stressed and my attitude is negative. I'm having thoughts of suicide. I just wish everything would just go away. I pray that you take these weights off my shoulders Lord. Please!
Hey Lord! I watched Cutthroat (Realworld/Roadrules Challenge) on MTV and saw this dude named Dan Walsh on there, he is a recovering alcoholic and I was really inspired on how he could be in a house with so many people drinking and still stay sober, I sent him a message on Facebook yesterday and he replied back today. Kinda cool how he took the time to do that when he doesn't even know who I am!