Wow, it's been a second since I dove in here. So, I'm in Chicago right now... for the second weekend in a row. I love this city, it's so beautiful. I walk through it listening to worship music, looking at your beauty and I can't help but cry. Your amazing Lord! I'm with someone I met last weekend (Ryan B). He knows who you are, but I fear that his relationship with you is lacking. I pray that his heart be open and you come in and fill it. Lord, I also pray that you help me through Jev's death.. 5 months and it still hurts, more than ever! I just can't grasp it. When I look out this apartment window, I see your beauty, I see your strength, I see your love... I see you. Knowing that your around every corner is such a comfort. I love you too!