Sorry it's been a while since I've written in this. A lot has happened lately. Brittany H, from work, came to church with me last Wednesday. Something clicked with her and hopefully she starts reading the bible she got!

Holy cow Lord! So much to say.. I guess I'm going to start with saying thank you for putting Bryan W. in my life. I really let him in today and told him about my thought of suicide last night. I didn't expect for what he said next. He was hurt, he told me it would mess him up. He told me he looked up to me and that I've been helping him. He told me that I've been holding him accountable for some things. I can tell he trusts me.. that means so much! He also opened up (which is why I opened up) and told me he had sex today. He felt bad about it. I'm glad he can put trust in me and tell me something so personal to him. Lord, I pray that you be with him and that you help him conquer his addiction in drinking  and his lustful temptations with girls and sex. I also pray that I can continue being a light for him.. It is in your awesome name I pray!

Lord, where did all the fire go? Why am I deeply depressed? I don't want to live anymore.

Praise you Lord! Casey and I met up at Starbucks yesterday morning and we chatted and chilled. We are talking about going to a haunted house this month.. things are better between us now. Today at 6, I'm going to his church and he is going to lead worship.. I can't wait to praise you Lord! Also, thanks for bringing him back into my life. I didn't think he was ever gonna talk to me again, which sucked cause I thought of him as a brother.

Lord, crazy stuff! Deviate has changed me so much! I feel joy now. I feel on fire for you! Today my co-worker Portia J was depressed at work and I asked if I could pray for her about anything. She told me that money was getting short and that she couldn't afford toilet paper and laundry detergent and stuff... I'm so blessed I could... YOU let me be able to answer her prayers! Thanks to Matt H. and his business... and thanks to you, I can help get some money together and supply her with these necessities. I Praise You!

Lord, I just got back to work today and so far everything is great with me and you. I definitely notice a change! However, I would like to lift up my co-worker Paula D to you because her son was stabbed to death and I just want to pray that she remains in your word and let her know how much you love her. Thanks!

Wow! It's so encouraging being around all these Christians that are my age. I'm growing in you so much.